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Life Mate

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The mehendi woman had almost finished both my palms and started off with my feet. It was my wedding in 2 days. But I wasnt as excited as a bride to be should be. I felt at times that someone opened me n ripped a piece of my soul . I was in touch with him but hadnt seen him for months now.Arnav has been my friend since so many years.And probably loved him only him.. Or whatever those emotions were. We used to be happy with each other just by looking into each others eyes and sharing every detail of each others heart. Even when he dated Vishakha and told me all the details. He and Vishakha dated for 5 years and were in a steady relationship. I had my own bad luck with relationships. I probably might have searched for my Arnav in every man I dated. Arnav broke up with Vishakha and refused to believe in love again. Vishakha had dumped him as she had no guts to go against her parents. My Arnav was very much broken hearted.He really had loved her and lost her. I could not see him this way.Ye

The Night

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It was like a dark night.. Which dint seem to getting over..but there is always a hope of a dawn breaking..there was a hope but there was no dawn.. I was walking in this forbidden forest. The night was getting darker and darker..fear was rising.. What if the night never got over..what if its dark always Todays spring will break into summer.. Summer to autumn and autumn to winter.. Wht will happen in a winter night..i might die of cold or worse get handicapped or eaten by a wild beast I could only see the north star..  I took its guidance.. N started walking.. I broke my shoes and continued walking.. Then my practical self emerged out and told me.. He was laughing at me He said'' you chose this path right?..now enjoy it..i gave u an easier path but you wanted to chase your dreams..dreams never come true.. They are illusion'' I got scared.. Really.. I Cried a lot.. He stood there laughing at me..was i wrong? I thought I walked further crying sobbing.. I could hear the tig